Back by popular mental health demand, I will be using this blog as my brain dump. so much going on in my head and home that I have to spill it out. Mike is going to be in Japan for awhile. I know I’m not supposed to announce that stuff on the interwebs but I must. I haven’t played single parent for a year. His flight to Tokyo is almost to the day when he returned home from San Diego last year.
I am not dealing with it well. Just as the Effexor XR 150 mg has begun to improve my mood, this stress is making my anxiety bloom in an ugly way. He has noticed my hundred yard stare. I have been spending more time doing nothing on the sofa. I have been raising my voice more often. I have hardly helped him pack. His clothes aren’t washed or fold or packed and I take him to the airport in 48 hours. I have been eating Xanax like candy. Candy that makes me drowsy.
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((((hugs)))) I am so sorry to hear of this. I will be praying for you!!
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